Random thoughts
I wonder what are your plans Lord, for me. Who will I be? What will I do in the future? The doors are kinda open, but you know it really tickles my curiosity what happens several years from now. *** To have a mind consumed. To have a mind suffocated with thoughts of you. To wonder day and night. Is it all right? We talk about 'could-have-beens' and 'what-ifs'. And then I think to myself, is it worth it, dedicating this much of brain space to you? I try to minimise that but it's hard. Sometimes the heart is stubborn to the brain's warnings. All the time spent talking. Of course it's hard to pull away. Yet, I pray Lord that you will teach me. Teach me to dedicate my mind to you. To keep it sacred for you. To love you wholeheartedly, mind and soul. Tough task. Not a completely unattainable goal though. *** I always thought I would be strong enough to not do certain things. I would have never thought that I would face such temptations. I guess yo