josiechay's

Today was a very encouraging day speaking and discussing with the young ones at youth. It was really refreshing to get an insight into how they view Christianity, and I was so blessed to hear some of their testimonies. Well and all these just as I was pondering over the seemingly repetitive mediocrity my Christian life has come to settle to.  So it was really such a blessing to hear how my youth member first came to church. And his stories of perseverance in inviting his friends after joining the big fam.  Somehow when I feel down at church, God always has a way of encouraging me by creating the opportunity to share with others my own experiences. As I share I somehow begin to realise just how far I've come, and just how much I have to thank God for .  Indeed I am ever so grateful to you Lord, for being tolerating my whiny mortal self.  I thank you for always encouraging me with little little occurrences such as these :)  *** I'm so happy to have met y

Letting go. Forgiveness means letting go of your bitterness. Never in my life have I thought that I of all people would be facing a forgiveness issue. And more so with the person I've loved for a long time.  Letting go means never looking back.  It means being able to look at him and of course remember what he did and what you guys went through. But never holding the hurt and pain against him. Letting go means never being jealous of what was and what isn't happening at the moment.  Letting go doesn't happen until you choose to do so. It isn't an impossible feat. Letting go means letting God handle it, allowing Him to run the show and take the reins.  Last of all, letting go doesn't happen with just the posting of a picture, or a doodle or more. (I know, I know, this is highly oxymoronic of me). But anyways, letting go begins when you stop doing what you're used to and start living a life of your own.