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CNY Meaningfulness ;) Last tuesday was something like a MILESTONE DAY for me ^^. My cousins, from my dad's side, actually ajak-ed me to go watch a movie with them. Yes, I was totally happy cause I would finally get the chance to mix with them. (Even though I can't talk much chinese, and they would be watching some cina movie) The Best Part? they wanted to like improve their english, so most of the time, I didn't need to speak chinese! (OH JOY;)) and we're much closer now . I finally understand them and get them to see me for me. (gosh, that sounds cheesy). But yeah, there's this cousin for example, who always stares (yes, STARES; coldly) at me and my family, she looks like she's gonna kill you and she's younger than me. Yes, scary much. And I always felt like she bu suangs us for some reason. But during this outing, I got to know her for real, she's actually a nice funny girl. She's the one who talked more to me, and not the other way around. AND

:3 Valentine's Happy Valentines Everybody! Remember, it's not just a time for *ahemahem* but it's also a time to catch up and spend some quality time with your besties AND mom and dad ^.^ quote Rachel; "Happy Valentine's Day..Haha.. Love ya" LOL:D so, in conjunction with vday, here's a special poem/verse from me. from a manlier perspective; Sitting by my piano Pondering my past I have finally found The true meaning of love at last. L o v e is not your crush at the age of 9. No, love is not saying I love you today Breaking up the next day. L o v e, however, is advising her On how to get that guy, Wishing in your heart that the guy was you . L o v e is the unrecquited love for her For more than five years. L o v e is sending her a handmade gift On her birthday Knowing it's probably a untidy mess compared to HER handiwork Two years, after the break-up. L o v e is attending her wedding Congratulating, and hugging her Though it leaves a bleeding cut in

XD yesterday I went to OU, and mom bought me a dress. THE one that I have been eyeing ever since purplegirl's outing. haha, me and Leva . look how SUPER TALL leva is. or rather, I'M TOO SHORT. T.T Leva can be a part-time Girl's Generation member if she needs the extra money.(look at her legs la) XD, that includes Vancy. that super-tall, super-nice body, supermodel material Vancy . i love PLAID . *but I think it's a little short . oh well, I think I have a skirt that's shorter.* """""""" today's reunion dinner was as usual, a conversation-less one.(between me and the other cousins) lol, so conversation-less it was, that I could think and ponder my purpose, as a banana in a completely cina family. haha, and I have come to the conclusion; I AM supposed to be learning chinese. I AM to talk to them, and help them in their english. (i guess) and I AM to make some sorta difference. lol. anyways, at the dinner ystd, ther

yeah, LTC has passed and so has the prefects' installation. Both awesome defining moments in my life. XD LTC - well you know what happened, cause I'm super malas to type it out here. a summary would be, we've learned to appreciate our leaders better and we even cried rivers for them. How i wish I took a video of us fighting ignorantly for our beloved Mun Li and Suet Yan, politely stating our point and debating (more like half-shouting, with curses meant for our camp facis running thru our heads; literally, we were like F F F, cz it was SO unfair), and begging (plus kneeling) the fac is to let Mun and SY go and NOT get sent home for OUR wrongdoing. yeap, Mun Li and Suet Yan, thanks for everything, and I LOVE YOU LOTS. I bet all the prefects have realised this mistake of not appreciating you guys enough. *ish, i tak dapat record Syaeista's emotional speech, because I was busy crying AND thinking of a way to fight back the facis* but no, I can say I have learned a VERY

i intend to change my skin again. to put a picture like this in. surfing the Net? Looking for something interesting to read? CHECK THESE OUT Michelle's Blog her drawings are getting super creative and awesome! (and scary at times. look at the blog's main design) LOL. Charis's *my friend's such a happening life. and this site LaurenWard a photography site. super nice + inspirational. ** yes people, after this lil' update I'll be packing for LTC. *prefects' camp* I just came home from Leva's house. I got to pick my indian costume! ( and talk tamil with her grandma:D) I think the one I picked is a pavade. And it's bright purple. SOO HAPPY^^ I finally get to wear sth indian. Too bad I don't get to wear a saree though, cause MY STOMACH'S FAT = UNSIGHTLY TO WEAR A SAREE. hahah. and I get to wear a POTTU . ^^ another reason to be happy? I get to bring my camera for LTC . ;) the perks of being in the photography section of the ed-board. I find it g

yeah yeah, me and Ho Yan are like, "THESE DAYS, NOBODY BLOGS, NOBODY CARES TO LEAVE A COMMENT, AND WE WONDER IF PEOPLE READ. " Oh well, these days, everybody's busy and such. I myself have not been blogging in awhile. So here's the brief update on me. ^^ 1. The busyness of form 4 life has not sinked in yet. Probably due to me not joining as many stuff as last year. 2. IMMA GONNA BE WEARING THE SENIOR UNI! =))) yeah, I'm oh-so-very happy cause my skirt fits and I love the blazer. You people are gonna see all the new and improved form 4s next mon. ^^ 3. SCHOOL MAG 2009 ROCKS. design wise. hehe, articles need improvement and lots more. Oh well, I'm just gonna sit and 'menghayati' Michelle's work and beautiful photos. ;) 4. I believe I have officially begun a new journey with God. I understand alot more about life, and I'm sooo excited to stop, drop whatever I'm doing, and listen to Him. I'm slowly beginning to accept the way things are,