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I kinda forget sometimes to give thanks for life in general, especially if it's this blog. Well, I just want to thank the Lord for his great blessings this year. I've never felt so on top of a semester before. I mean, the year is drawing to a close and I can safely say that the last quarter of the year has been the best. I've never felt so at ease really. Lol, at times I wonder why I feel so peaceful. No regrets whatsoever. And with reference to the issue that I've been talking about, yeah its not crystal clear yet, but hey, I feel much better emotionally. I guess I've come to accept certain things. Or maybe, its just me growing up. haha. This last quarter of the year, I've been thinking a lot about my future and the roads ahead of me. I just know, something big's coming, but at the same time, I am aware I have to be more diligent in actually bringing to life certain dreams. And wherever the Lord leads, I hope I'll be attentive to the instruc...

I sat and I thought about it all All I saw in front of me was a wall A wall of guilt and bitter memories A wall of my feelings in fragile pieces The more I thought The more I realised what a fool I was To have been bound for so long Captive to personal raging wars The more I thought The more I realised what I should do Tear these walls down Let this frustration drown xx Took this picture and wanted to come up with a suitable instagram-friendly caption.  Got a friend helping in the brainstorming process as well. Eventually, this poem didn't make the cut but here it is :)

Can someone die of a broken heart?  **** It's a cold cold night, with nothing to keep me warm. Not even the warmest of blankets can help me now.  I know it so well. It's so blatantly evident.(double reinforcers)  You will always hold those memories of her.  And I will always be the spare tyre. **** On a lighter note, it truly is a cold night. Brrrrrr