i'm back. sort of.



i decided to somehow revive this blog which has been put on hold for one reason. Not many people will read this unless i promote it on FB again, which i'm not gonna do for the mean time so that i can write some thoughts down. without having to think so much about who's gonna read it.

what i'm doing, i'm contradicting myself.

anyway, it just dawned on me that, THIS IS IT. It IS SPM Year. sigh...
i'm lucky somehow having Pn. Grace as my chem teacher simply because her teaching style pushes lazy people like me. YAY!

now, it just occurred to me, people do silly things for the sake of 'love'.
as i read some blogs, i simply cannot imagine myself being like that. NO WAY.
but oh well, i'm happy that this year, i'm definitely more secure in God.
GO GOD! just wanted to say that ;)

and it really annoys me to have me 450D out of use. IT. IS. SO. IRRITATING.
just when I was practicing my photog skills and getting better, it crashes. and it hasn't been sent for printing.

(i know, i'm being super random)

lastly, i've been reading this book titled, Dateable. No, i don't wanna learn how to date, but the book's really interesting, challenges my thoughts on love.

;D ta!



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