Okay?

*Disclaimer: I apologize for my incoherence in advance. 

As much as I would like to go all power lady and say this, I find it so hard to.

Well its not that I'm not valued, it's just that I'm sort of chasing pavements. 

Yes, I'm trying to do it over the right way and just be friends but somehow, I find myself trying to hold on to whatever's left. And it is truly a horrible mentality. 

But this happens in those weak moments. Which goes to show how I need to always be on my guard.

Sometimes I wonder, why can't I be like all the other people who move on so quickly.

Why is it that I've invested so much heart into this.

And why have I not been able to fully let go of all the lingering emotions after soooo long. 

It only makes me wonder if there could have been a future. 

But now that I'm adventuring to another land, I've just got to be patient and see where He leads me.

Ah, the future always seems more enticing but no, I've got to live right here, right now.

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*TFIOS reference: well, when I read stuff like that it does strike a sad chord in me. Cause well you know, life never happens like how it does in the movies and books.