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sometimes, things are better left burried. or not you keep missing them more and more. PMR IS IN 10 DAYS. although, I can't gurantee this will be my last post just yet. Well, like Hoyan, I almost had a breakdown. In fact lotsa times, I could just breakdown thinking of many other things. BESIDES PMR. There were many times when I would cry. obviously for reasons BESIDES PMR. Sometimes it does hurt badly knowing you'll have to go through it probably many more times in the future. But of course, it is this times, that I turned to God. He makes me feel better each time. Sometimes, crying is a way to make yourself feel better . It numbs out your sorrows. so remember, if you're facing a terribly bad day, turn to God. "Take heart, I have overcome the world. " ** haha, on a brighter note, TODAY'S COUPLE'S CONNECTON DINNER WAS A SUCCESS. =) thanks to Sarah and Gang. well, today just made me look forward even more to the Phillipines. *smiles* and, I absolutely hate ...

lastly,  I went to Pavillion last Saturday. word of advice. don't go to Pavillion. sigh, you will see so many wonderful stuff you can't buy. well, the innerwear  (namely from La Senza) is very cute and affordable too. ahah, I didn't take picture of that la of course. but, now there's sort of sales, so its ok. and I finally got to taste the food @ Zang Toi's Cafe. West 57th St. Cafe. not bad, actually, the food's very nice, especially the cakes.=)mmm.. haha, wanted to take picture. too bad, ate up everything before whipping out my camera. XD and, Zang Toi's gonna be my absolute inspiration and role model. a kampungboy from Kelantan who made it big in NYC. and is dressing celebs now. sigh... I wanna be like him when I grow up. ok, enough! needa study. blogging gets addcitive sometimes.  ciaoz~

well well, what am I doing spending time here online? haih...Hoyan is slowly parting with her first love, PHOTOSHOP. due to some nonsense problem with our class memoirs. ahyes, I have a poem for all of you. Inspired by Love Has No Distance AJ Rafael ft. Jesse Barrera. No matter how far, No matter how long, No matter how many  difficulties are faced, I'll be here, here for you. For as long as you call me friend, As long as you accept me, As long as there is peace between us, Do not worry, I will never let you go, I'll be right here holding you. But as the days pass, As we draw further apart, As more important things come between us in life, Always remember, I'll never forget you, nor the simple sweet moments we have shared. As in my eyes, No matter what, You're still forever mine. Love.Has.No.Distance. ** I find this interesting. Psalms 114 ; When Israel came out of Egypt, the house of Jacob from a people of foreign tongue, Judah became God's sanctuary, Israel his do...

COUNTDOWN : 20 days ?? ohwell, we are all starting to tension siau... anyway, if you don't see us {kavi, hoyan} updating our blogs, you'll definitely see us on FB. and, I'M SUPER HAPPY. AS NOW I HAVE GONE UP TO NUMBER TWO. praise God. and no offence kavi. anyway, it's just few marks away. still, stupid moral. lasthols. mon. we were supposed to be studying, ended up  giving our comments about the miss universe contestants like projudges. and  our band practice didn't exactly go as planned. oh well. but I had fun wf Ho, Queen and Po. and Ho Yan's bro.. he's an awesome singer! his voice is dang cun, when he sings new divide. thu and fri. SHOPPING! aisyeh, on thursday, me and ma parents spent the whole day in Mid Valley . and I bought..1 pair of jeans.   haha.. mostly my mom was shopping. my father was in MV, went of to bangsar, and came back to MV. did I mention, Din Tai Fung RAWKS? it's a taiwanese restaurant at Gardens. ohya, we were in MV from 11am - 7pm...

yup, the title does explain. anyway, updates on this two weeks first; so we had injections which I oh-so-love-so-much.=) 1st day wasn't pain, when I wake up the next day only, omgudness...pain like there's ONE BIG HARD PAIN THINGY at the injection place. I still love injections^^ I think i'm going for Rubella, even though they no longer give that jab. 2ndly, I am so depressed. I GOT NUMBER 3 IN CLASS. yah, I know it's number3 and it's still ok but I'm still depressed. i FELL ONE POSITION DOWN. no offence, kavi. kavi gt number 2. haih.....dang la, dong moral. burp* just finished my Ramly burger. nice la weih, Ramly burgers.XD anyway, PMR'S IN 28 DAYS. we gotta rock it ppl! ciao people,  I would love to update more on my hols. but mom and time does not permit. anyway, check out my FB pics yah. hope to update real soon. CIAOZ. buddy, always be happy. don't get your heart broken again. =)