The Inevitable

So, the inevitable happened.

I have always dreaded the day this would happen but more than anything, I'm amazed at my own reaction.

I always thought that when this happened, I would be immensely sad and depressed. But no.

God is good. Somehow, I don't feel anything. The only thing I feel is curiosity at this point.
Curious about your 'opportunity', curious about your change in heart. Curious about you.

But that's it. Amazing for someone who thought she had depression a couple of weeks ago.

Anyways, at this juncture, I pray that I'll be able to let you have your space and time alone. And not suffocate you with concern.

Amen. :)

#GodIsGood.

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