CF OVERNIGHT PRAYER.

yeahmann.
IT WAS AWESOME!

like seriously. Although...I suffered the next day.
due to, STANDING FROM 7STH TO 10AM {ST.JOHN DUTY}, coming back to continue SLS practice and some quick R&R in the media room watching seabiscuit, then CF{finished watching Patch Adams}, then moving to MeiFen's church for worship practice{need to practice ma singing!} then I went home and I still couldn't have a nap, cause gotta practice with Leva for our Butterfly performance, then went to school for the overnight prayer. 
CONCLUSION: ABSOLUTELY NO SLEEP BEFORE GOING FOR THE PRAYER.

what time I slept after the prayer? 4AM + to 7 + AM

next day? went home at 10, 11/12 sth am, went to church, from the telematch rush to my house, change, and bertolak for prefect's farewell. =) I guess i'm built to tahan.

well, there were definitely consequences.
I could not keep my eyes awake starting from 12am. after the first session. yeap, I STRUGGLED MAN. haha, then after Ms.Sim finished speaking, I immediately went to drink the "GURANTEE CANNOT SLEEP LEMON + {some other flower} TEA" sumbangan Pn. Grace. FUH, INSTA-RESULTS. I could then last until 3am, where I couldn't tahan edi, while praying at the koko room.

so that's that, now the details.
Session 1~
I was absolutely blessed. Yeah, I bawled my eyes out that I had panda eyes. But what better way, crying because you realise God DOES LOVE YOU. I really felt  His presence and it was just fresh, reviving and sweet. yeap, u heard me right. And I got a word from God.
He gave me a picture.
I was in a field of flowers, daisies precisely, like dancing with God, ala our sketch.
I literally could like breathe fresh air. 
And the word that came to me was,
NEW BEGINNING.
and of course, I wasn't sure, 
so I asked God, 
If this really is your word, make my nose unblock this next time when I breathe in.
{haha, noseblock due to crying}
and when I breathed in, my nose was unblocked!
I also felt light, like He was uplifting me.
Uplifting my spirits.

yeap, so yeah.
God is bringing in a new beginning for me,
a breath of fresh air,
AND IM EXCITED.

*now take note, I saw FLOWERS*

next, 
Ms. Sim taught us to hear God.
Well, according to her, when we fast we are denying our flesh and so, we are more focused on God, therefore, we can HEAR HIM CLEARER.
by hear, it doesnt just mean hear,
it means u get a feeling, or impression, or a picture.
YEAH.
So we had a blessing one another session, where u pray to get a word from God FOR the person ur praying for.
So we did the whole Hearing God thing pretty quick cause you are supposed to take the first thing that comes to ur mind.

1. So Mei Fen's word for me was Love.
That God loves me very much.
this was applicable to me.

you see, how do u know whether it's right or wrong?
You must check whether the word is Encouraging, Exalting God, and Comforting.
And if it's applicable to u, take it, if not, leave it.

2. Michelle got a picture for me.
It was a FLOWER. a blooming one.
which she told me, God meant as A NEW BEGINNING.
*har...seee..*

3. Flora got like such a detailed picture for me.
She saw grass. One particular grass was taller than the rest.
But there were thorns on it. Later on the thorns dropped off.
*the meaning? I am that grass, the thorns are troubles, in the end, I would have overcome the troubles and stand strong with God.

4. Ms. Boey couldn't get a picture but she sensed
the strength of  God in me. And she said it was strong.
But I have to persevere, she said, and make time for God.
*more often*

*

and yeah, that was the cool part. Of course everything's cool also la. But that would be too long to elaborate. I'll tell u more face to face. ^^

and yes, PEOPLE.
MS. GOH IS AN ABSOLUTELY NICE, KIND, SMILEY PERSON.
she just paints a stricter picture of herself in school.
but these two days, she was all smiley, and she spoke so gently.
and I got to see a side of her we normally don't see.
and yeah, I LOVE HER.=)
people, do realise, HOW MUCH SHE HAS DONE FOR U, AND THE SCHOOL.
HOW MUCH OF UR UNKIND WORDS SHE WOULD HAVE ENDURED.
kay?

JUST THANK UR LUCKY STARS YOU DIDN'T GET SOME PRINCIPAL WHO CARES 0% FOR YOU AND IS SUPER LAZY OK.

why she talks so long every monday u ask?
LISTEN, and you'll hear precious words of wisdom.

UND? yeah, and now I understand how she would have felt.
people bad mouthing her and complaining.
The next time I hear some girl complaining, I'm gonna tell them in their face.
I DON'T CARE WHETHER YOU'RE FORM 1 OR 4 OR 5.
=)

kay ciao peeps,
appreciate what you already have.

p.s. THANKSSS ALOT BUD^^^^^
I LOVE IT!
although it's just rm15,  BUT NICE MANNN.
sumore FREE.XD

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